Profile tagboard affiliates

Home is supposed to be where your comfort zone is.
Home is supposed to be where you can relax, even if it's for just a mere five minutes.
Definitely not here, though.

I wanna go somewhere and just....relax.
I dont like it.
I dont like it at all.
I hate being cornered and stuck in a damned corner like this.
I'm desperately doing my utmost just to score a bit better.
You know what?
suddenly i'm beginning to wonder about my future.
Maybe being a damned lawyer was not what i wanted after all.
It's just me trying to please you with the fact that it earns big bucks.
After all, it've always been all about money, isnt it?
Ever since i came into this damned world damned by the fact that i am here.

I spend my weekends at a CCA tht i dont give a shit about anymore&rush off to tuition right after that.
The next day i wake up at 9am while everyone else sleeps till 11 and i head off to tuition.
I reach home at 11pm every sunday night and still have to task myself to complete the damning assignments.

you're not the damning one who sits through those damned sessions and focus all the way.
you're not the one who trys to keep her eyes open no matter how tired she is during her lessons.
you're not the one who crys so badly every night in fear of Judgement day and still have to endure your rants.
you're not the one who cant even sleep when she wants to, partially because you think that 1130 is a damned early time to sleep when i could still study and you dont know what waking up at 530 is like and when i turn in at 1130 you scream and make sleep impossible.
what do you know, really.

There's no place like home.
Hell yeah, no place as damned as home, i suppose.

/