Thursday, January 28
posted at 8:45 PM

School days have been mad.
No kidding, the introduction of protected time makes you go home feeling cranky.
Now, the earliest time i get to head home: 4pm.
Often end up reaching home feeling like I just experienced turbulence.
Band practices have been......poop.
4th year in band, it's the first time i feel like i walk away learning nothing.
Once upon a time i dread the thought of leaving.
No, i count down in anticipation.
Once upon a time attendance was never an issue for me, despite the various repercussions.
Now my only reason to continue going to that room is to get a tick on the paper.
Once upon a time i dig out reasons to come.
Now i dig out reasons not to come.
Once upon a time, i persuade people to come, too.
Now, it's the other way round.
Couldn't care less anymore;
we never had much of a say anyway.
Ah hell.
Desperately trying to get my studies on track now.
Faithfully attending all the extra lessons, completing all the assignments on my own...
a headstart's better than none, aye.
I think the school's weird.
They look like they want us to be pressurized, yet they tell us not to be stressed out.
Ironic, hmm.
Same mistakes, different year.
Pull yourself together already.
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