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I don't like today.
My thoughts have been flying all over,
drifting in and out of lessons and i don't like that.

Its an overwhelming thought when you realize you don't even care anymore.
And that's after like what, 15 years?
Its...scary.
And even if you do make the effort to just send some greetings,
the thought of not meaning it...
it's not much of a difference ay.
And it just gets to you after some time about how things even ended up like this.
You'd wish you never knew.
You'd wish all this wasn't true,
and you were even part of all this bullshit that puts you at where you are today.

I swear man,
if my point of view really was the above mentioned,
i'd probably be some emo kid down the street with slit wrists and dark eyebags.
I am thankful for who and where i am now.
At least i'm happy, if not rich.
At least i know what i want and what i'm working hard for.
At least i have a least bit of experience to figure out what is the world like there.
I did my part with the appropriate actions.
Whether or not you accept it,
I dont really care anymore.

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