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My computer broke down,AGAIN.That also means i'm once again,stuck at an internet cafe,rotting my fingers out .Dang ,i guess it's really having a big grudge against me .

Band practices these few days have been really grueling. No thanks to O's,we moved temporarily from the dear bandroom to that stinky Lecture Theater,yuck. Our holding area is that darn Seminar room thousand of miles from LT too.sigh,i miss bandroom:( MrWong have been going through all those killer long notes and metronome-y parts._.and i very obviously,barely survived. Tico-Tico,which was my favorite song initially(take note the 'initially'), became the one song i got so droogy over due the continuous repetitions with different speeds. I even fell half-asleep yesterday while playing those 30seconds-long notes. Literally,i was just blowing out air and closing my eyes,reaching out for Dreamland. Hell,this sure is a tough test for my independence skills><,with Lynette conducting. And theres the darn theory to worry about too,not to mention the much dreaded OpenHouse performance. I pray pray pray nothing happens to Ryan so that at least i have a senior to rely on,even if its just a little tiny weeny bit,due to the distance between us. Well, its better than nothing at all,right?*consoling self*

Ate lunch w Huimin(band),thanks for the sponsorship:)and i still owe big bucks to some band people,much to my horror.I HAVE TO STOP INGESTING PARTICLES. Okay,i sound like a phagocyte,LOL.

Results suck . I didnt get a single A, as usual, so i can forget about 8PCB already i guess. I decided to enjoy my weekend to the fullest and release the horrors to my mom next week instead,to prevent heart attacks and high blood pressures.Sorrys Lynny, for not fulfilling our section's tradition><.Sometimes i really wish i can go back to primary school,when scoring a Band1 or an A is challenging enough but somehow still within my means to get it. And the feeling of achieving it can be so rewarding at times. I haven't gotten a single A in the past two years, lest to say an A1, and the feeling kinda fades away already. Everytime the little red book comes back,its another disappointment; another,yet another. Now it seem like faraway legend. i'm really determined to make it a myth no longer,should i get into my desired stream, and even if i dont, i'll try and make the best out of it . And i'm not gonna put myself down again,not ever. This time, its a promise.

{edit}I ATE BREAKFAST WITH JOYCELYN TEO:D She woke me up,early in the morning,while i put my stoopid handphone alarm on a snooze button. Sigh, guess Fate didnt wanna let me enjoy the luxury of comfy warm beds any longer than necessary.
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