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Really knocked out .
we didnt managed to have combined today .
so we ended up having four hours of pure sectionals .
and that,
kills .
we literally went through ALL the pieces .
naturally,
i lacked behind,
being the only Sec 2 there .
sigh .
ended pretty early today;
thank god .
buck up,Clara!

yay,
i changed my instrument .
i got Phyllis' bassoon .
and here's the great part .
IT DOESNT LEAK .
ha .(:
i'm loving it~

i cant stand it anymore .
this may be only the first day,
but i really cant .
stress is already hitting me straight after that
supposedly 'motivational' talk .
the last thing i actually needed was anything else more .
every period,
i see the paper filled in,
box after box ,
without fail .
with every line,
there's more to come .
and they havent seen more;
i knew,
because i was there .
i really wonder how long i can actually survive there .
i find it hard to explain on paper,
but my feelings says it all .
its sometimes quite hard to say when i cant say somethings,
but this was the last straw .
anything happen further than this,
god knows what i might do .
i wont kill,
but among us all,
its really over i guess.
sometimes,
you people really tear my sanity apart .

speaking of the talk,
i guess i need to reconsider the path
i'm taking now after much thinking .

Joe,Chew,KX and me were all emo-ing today .
Thoughts are going really wild these few days .
and i dont like it one bit .
Yesternight was pretty bad too>< .

still wishing and praying for the better days to come .