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i really want to prove myself .
thats why seriously,
i wonder if i made the right decision by relenting .
it was obviously the worst choice available,
but i dont know what made me went ahead with it .
fear?
defeat?
i wonder .
i want to do this alone,
but i just dont know how to say .
i cant back out now,
thats for sure .
i cant afford to break anymore bonds than i have to .
i regret my decision,
but i cant do anything about it .

anyway,
today's CNY party was fun(:
hahas,
we just ate and ate and ate .
KuoXian's favorite period .
mugging for the chinese test tomorrow;
and its OVERRR(:

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Sunday is the deadline;
God knows how i'm going to overcome the obstacles ahead .]

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