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went to parkway today .
was pretty okay,
went reading at borders .
saw this johnny depp calendar .
and my first thought was,
Nina Chia .
sigh~
but didnt have enough bucks with me then><
sorrys.
tell me if you want it yeah?
sadd there wasnt any Show><
but i have it anyway .
ha .
nothing much today .
cept' for some splashes of upsets,
otherwise,
nothing .

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sigh .
guess what ive been doing for the past year is going down the drain .
just like that .
wonder where i'm gonna end up this time .
wonder how am i ever gonna look at those people
in their faces ever again .
but it doesnt really matter,
does it?
its not my life anyway .
i dont make any decisions .
i only live to fulfill them .
im like a puppet,
doing what im asked to do .
doesnt really matter .
the consequences is beared by me and me only .
the humiliation,
the shame .
the looks people are gonna give me .
it doesnt really matter,
i suppose .

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